Hello ...,I am aware of the matter that I have defeated tremendously! But what would I do now? I become blind in your love and dumb by your grief ! I dont find any reason ,any purpose or any way to live in this world without you. It seem better to be prepared for the next incarnation where I can be together with you. But is there anything called reincarnation there in the complex universe? If it is,will You be there in next incarnation with me? What would be your choice to love me?
I have heard that you are happy now. You have also told that u are good now. So it is my natural responsibility to be happy; but this is the only thing I am trying for the last those years,but didn't find how to be. You have said that if i cant help myself, God also will not help me. But trust me, now if i dont help myself, to whom will I help because I have nobody in this world! My blind eyes can only watch you, my dumb heart only can feel only you-and you dont need anything from me...to whom will I help without me then! You have said that day,"If u wait to be happy you will wait forever;but if u try to be happy you will be happy forever". How can I try, please u tell, u missed to tell that.
I wanted to see you happy and I have watching you are happy-so my first aspiration get planted. May be I also wanted myself to be happy with you, now how can I be happy without you?
You are the best person of the world, atleast you are the best girl in the world-this is the reason you helped to get rid of mine trouble, you keep contact with me, you sometimes motivated me. you kept nothing with me so that I can atleast blame to u infront of my friend.
I want to say you, please come to my life. For the God sake, please come to my life--but I cant. How can I say that because you are happy with someone else! Still may be selfish wish, I would say you, if in any part of your life you feel lonely, you call me, wherever I may stay I must will come in your call...
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