These days I started loving rainy
days. It seems like shower of blessings we are receiving from the above. There
was a time this rain gave me lots of suffering: I could not sleep peacefully at
night because if rain comes my books would be spoiled by water and dust of thatch
because we lived in a thatched house then, I could not use a dress twice
because I had to pass few kilometres mud road from my house to school, my
leather shoes could not last more than six months because of mud road and paddy
field and drains that needed to pass to reach to school or local market, there
was very wet and humid condition inside five members small room. There was no electricity;
rain meant more consumption of lantern. Those days there were more frequent
rain than now, there was afternoon shower almost daily basis that now getting
rare in Tripura.
But still there was something
special in rain and in rainy season. The mind got inspired with unknown
possibilities, I could study better in rainy season-because it was moderate temperature
during rain and I could not go to outside-but whatever may be the
reason-qualitatively rainy season was more fruitful in study that I felt.
I always enjoy wetting in rain,
walking in the rain. During training at North Eastern Police Academy Shillong, the
best part I felt running 10 km in the rain at every Saturdays morning during monsoon.
It was as if I could grasp the rain as much and as long as I wanted...coincidentally
for about three months it was almost all Saturday morning there was rain!
Now condition has improved. I
could not go outside frequently. But whenever I go, a car is always there-I don’t
have to wait for vehicle in the rain, storm or hot summer mostly. Thus there is
no reason to not to love rain now. May be this is the reason I am falling in
love with rain with greater intensity. But again it’s not permanent-‘Mausam ki
tarha tum badal to na jaoge’, need a permanent, someone or something to love in
life that I yet to find.
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